Reinvent one’s self

I feel as though I knew of everyone. But I did not know of myself so I kept reinventing myself not for that reason alone but to continue to thrive and not die under the wheels of someone else’s bus. I knew one could change themselves in heart and mind and self but as a child that was impossible to do. I had to guide myself like a train without tracks and every door I came up to was either locked or open to failure or worse the decline of my own exsistence and I was only 7 years old.