61 years in hell

It ended in 2014 the year I turned 61 actually I was 60 BUT THE STORY GOES THAT IT WOULD end when I turn 61 so we will leave it at that.The thought came-one day when I was 43 it informed me that it would end when I turn 61 and I thought to myself I have to wait 18 years but as usual I exclaimed out loud maybe something will change and it will be different. But it never did and so 18 more years of hell as I will try to explain in my writings with that in mind I have had the best 4 years of my life truly spectacular I am inspired to thank the big guy himself! The year 2014 had a huge impact on my life what was to be all the way to the end of my life.It began with a bleak outlook as I was losing my 3 properties and bad news that comes right out of the t v and bit me so hard the venom would have been disastrous to most of you and that came right at the end of 2012. Now 2013 from May through Dec. we where burglarized when we tried to transition ourselves to another property.Yes 61 years of events some very worse than these.At this time now I noticed there wasn’t that feeling of doom i usually had.So as not to worry like I had those 61 years of my life.I began approaching everything as though I just graduated from the university of fix all. This movement I had in my head was to become something wonderful for I had found who I am.
I started off saying I can help you and I can but the beginning of my story/life must be heard so you know that I am sincere.