61 years in hell

by | Oct 7, 2018 | Uncategorized

It ended in 2014 the year I turned 61 actually I was 60 BUT THE STORY GOES THAT IT WOULD end when I turn 61 so we will leave it at that.The thought came-one day when I was 43 it informed me that it would end when I turn 61 and I thought to myself I have to wait 18 years but as usual I exclaimed out loud maybe something will change and it will be different. But it never did and so 18 more years of hell as I will try to explain in my writings with that in mind I have had the best 4 years of my life truly spectacular I am inspired to thank the big guy himself! The year 2014 had a huge impact on my life what was to be all the way to the end of my life.It began with a bleak outlook as I was losing my 3 properties and bad news that comes right out of the t v and bit me so hard the venom would have been disastrous to most of you and that came right at the end of 2012. Now 2013 from May through Dec. we where burglarized when we tried to transition ourselves to another property.Yes 61 years of events some very worse than these.At this time now I noticed there wasn’t that feeling of doom i usually had.So as not to worry like I had those 61 years of my life.I began approaching everything as though I just graduated from the university of fix all. This movement I had in my head was to become something wonderful for I had found who I am.
I started off saying I can help you and I can but the beginning of my story/life must be heard so you know that I am sincere.

Life

by | Jan 18, 2018 | Uncategorized

Welcome How May I Help You

I would like to offer help for anyone with parenting, lifestyle,struggles, health, living, divorce, marriage problems, secrets, lies, and deception. I am 65 years old and during my time here I have experience from life I have walked in many different roles. I am a husband a grandfather a stay at home dad, a jeweler ,a student ,a truck driver ,a painter ,remodeled homes , my own real estate agent ,a gate keeper, head hunter , a machinist, have had religious moments crossed paths with the devil have had a guardian angel and an angel.

Welcome and consider me a friend I will share as much as I can offer to you and to the best of my ability guide you in a direction that will be peaceful and satisfying so relax and please join me for awhile my name is Don Paul and I would like to be your friend.

The Decline of decency

by | Jan 7, 2018 | Uncategorized

Let us begin with what is happening in our time. People are making decisions based on ridiculous assumptions brought on by selfish people who only care about a cause that is surface deep.The problem with this is that it does make a deep and lasting affect on the minds of the young and old. While the old will not be here for to much longer the young will. A great percentage of this decisions based on the assumptions are negative going against the grain going against nature so to speak. The question for us who are aware of this is what are we going to do about it? First we need to tell the people that this is happening and please have an open mind about all of it. We can never get everyone to listen but I think we can bring back higher standard of living.

The word metanoia is a religious word so I am not telling you to become religious but believe in a being that once set a higher standard that we used to live by. Peoples hearts and minds and self are being changed to believe If we don’t like someone or something than we should bully the hell out of it.Have you noticed society very seldom mentions bulling anymore it is becoming a way of life now and it needs to stop!

Metanoia

by | Jan 2, 2018 | Uncategorized

The journey of changing ones mind heart self or way of life. Metanoia is a religious word but it is something everyone wants at some time in your life.

Reinvent one’s self

by | Jan 1, 2018 | Uncategorized

I feel as though I knew of everyone. But I did not know of myself so I kept reinventing myself not for that reason alone but to continue to thrive and not die under the wheels of someone else’s bus. I knew one could change themselves in heart and mind and self but as a child that was impossible to do. I had to guide myself like a train without tracks and every door I came up to was either locked or open to failure or worse the decline of my own exsistence and I was only 7 years old.